So don't be a scientist anymore. There's nothing that says that just because you have advanced degrees in it, you have to do it forever. Find something that makes you happy.
Well, we all stop loving you unless you move to Boston, gas prices soar to $5 a gallon, everyone blames you, and world stops turning.
Just kidding -- except for the moving to Boston part. Better to know sooner rather than later. What was the answer to "what if I don't want to be in Italy any more?" You moved, dealt with the pain in the butt, but you dealt with it.
You have a loving husband and loving friends and you are very smart. If you're not happy where you are during the day, find a place that will make you happy. Think of your career as a relationship -- if you're not happy, you have to leave it.
Astronaut-veternarian-ballerina is a great fallback plan and you should let me know when you next mission-birthing-show is as I will most certainly be there to support you, but part of my problem is I just don't wanna so the school thing EVER AGAIN. Unless I am teaching. That would be fun. But not high school, because teenagers suck.
I am not as Zen as you are and the entertainment value would not outweigh the aggrevation. I would totally have to kill one or several of them and I'm certain that their parents would be upset. People don't like it when you ruin such an expensive investment. They have put tens of thousands of dollars into them by the time they reach high school.
It is not so much that it is soul-sucking, as much as it is that I don't really have a good time doing it. I am not really interested in what I am studying here. I thought that I could just keep doing the science in a detached way, but I am not really capable of that I am finding. But you are absolutely right, life IS too short to be in a soul-sucking job.
My Mom kicked over the traces at 53, went back to school for a Ph.D., moved clear across the country at age 57 and started teaching what she wanted to teach to the people who she most wanted to teach.
The moral of the story - you are never too old to change your mind and start your life again somewhere new doing something you always wanted to do.
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Just kidding -- except for the moving to Boston part. Better to know sooner rather than later. What was the answer to "what if I don't want to be in Italy any more?" You moved, dealt with the pain in the butt, but you dealt with it.
You have a loving husband and loving friends and you are very smart. If you're not happy where you are during the day, find a place that will make you happy. Think of your career as a relationship -- if you're not happy, you have to leave it.
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The moral of the story - you are never too old to change your mind and start your life again somewhere new doing something you always wanted to do.